Okay, let's see.  First of all the ex-BF moves out on Friday.  I got drafted to be HPS of a Samhain ritual on Friday...which means I might not be getting ANY sleep seeing as work can't cover my shift.

Meh.

I'm working on the Jay fic for Vespertila's Chain Challenge.  And DAMN, it so not horror, not even close.  Well, other then being Jay's brain ( Read more... )

You know I’m SOOOOO looking forward to Nov. 1st.  That’s the day my now Ex has to be moved out by and it REALLY can’t happen soon enough.

Before, I’ve compared dealing with him like dealing with a 13 year old.  Well last night it was more like an 8 year old.  I came home from work to find him crashed out on the couch.  He SHOULD have been at work.  ( Read more... )

That's it, I'm done.  It's done.

I sat the BF down and told him I was finished.

I gave him a month to show improvement.  He showed a little, bit, emphasis on LITTLE.

He got a new job that he likes and pays better, which is great.  And he finally cleared some space in the Storage like I've been bugging him to do for MONTHS.  But that is it.

The list ( Read more... )

I know, it's been one day and I can expect miracles over night.  But gods DAMN it!!!!!

BF had the day off today, so I figured that I could come home and we'd be able to spend to time together before I needed to go to bed.  But, no, he's still asleep at 10am.   And at 11am....  I try to get in bed by noon (since that's the equivalent of midnight ( Read more... )

I've been saying I'd do it for weeks.  And for weeks I've avoided doing it:  Talking to my BF.  I'm UNHAPPY with our relationship on SOOOO many levels.  it's not one thing I can point to and say "there, that's the problem."  Rather it's a bunch of little things that when taken together form a very depressing pattern.

BF is NOT HAPPY what his ( Read more... )

So I got a new farrier for my horse.  She practices barefoot "shoeing" which doesn't involve steel shoes but works on holistic care and encouraging the hoof to grow right and the circulation to function so that the hoof can support itself without the brace of a shoe.  It's NOT a quick fix for his current situation (which is ugly but not dire) but ( Read more... )

last night I figiured out how to make wallpapers for my new cell phone.

And now I have the following image as my main screen background :P


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Okay, so I'm finally started on the Prince, Pauper and Gypsy AU :)  But uh....the boy's have their own idea how this it going to .

I'm STILL fighting with Bruce, even though
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So on Friday I started doing the three week atkin's challenge my friend up to me.  Hey it's just three weeks, I'll live and I'll have my metabolism ramped up.  It's worth suffering through.

But it's only been two fricking days and I have NO ENERGY!!!!

What am I doing wrong? o.o

So The Gathering has been cancelled.

Can't say as I'm surprised, but......FUCK!   To say I'm upset and disappointed would be the understatement of the year!

I've got some friends that are wanting to arrange a camping trip, and I'm thinking of introducing the BF to a local provincial park, but really, it's not the same.  At all.

And now I have to ( Read more... )